This is hard! I don't know how I wrote on this everyday. I just feel like there's nothing going on that's worth mentioning...
Ok, so this past Saturday I went to the block party in Brooklyn that Spike Lee hosted for Michael's birthday. Saying it was fun would be an understatement. I wish I could dance and sing at the top of my lungs to MJ's discography with 20,000 other people everyday. It was really a joyous, spiritual....cleansing experience. I laughed, I cried, I screamed. At one point during the song Butterflies a group of monarch butterflies descended upon the crowd. After the group left, there was this one butterfly that would appear every so often and dance around...landing on people and eventually landing on the jumbo-tron while the Rev. Al Sharpton gave a prayer. I like to think it was Michael. Spike Lee released a statement announcing a 2nd annual celebration and I couldn't be more excited for next year. I hope it becomes a lasting tradition.
Umm...school is ever so near. I just received my rehearsal schedule for Girl Gone and I'm going to be running tech right through my birthday =\. Oh well, it's on a Monday anyway. I know I'm gonna have to work my ass off this year, and I'm really trying to at least think about stop being a procrastinator. It's gonna take an active effort, but I think it could be really fulfilling. I do enjoy being constantly busy...it's just the getting off of my ass part that's hard. But this summer, if anything, has inspired me to make shit happen. I'm determined to manage my time well and find enough room in my schedule for classes, rehearsal, dance, and...fun. I'm going to read more; plays, books, biographies, anything about acting, theatre, the business. I know I'm young, everyone says I'm a baby, but I keep on getting this sinking feeling that I won't accomplish what I want to in time. I know that's silly...even though I was lazy, I had a productive summer...I did a play...I did an independent film...I met with Tracey Goldblum...but I can't help but feeling like I'm not doing enough. If there was a way to eliminate sleep entirely I think I would do it...because I feel like I can't waste time anymore.
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Torture - The Jacksons