I laughed and cried at the same time today, it was such a weird experience.
My birthday is very near, pretty much here, basically...and I'm kinda sad. I don't want to be 19, I want to be 18 forever. I felt the same way when I turned 14...and 14 turned out to be an extreme rollercoaster of intense life changes. I kinda hope that doesn't happen this year. I just, don't want to get old. I keep thinking that I won't have enough time to do all the things I want to do...but when I think about it, by 18 I had accomplished a good amount of things I wanted to do...I live in the best city in the world, I'm studying what I want to do for the rest of my life, and I have great friends and an amazing boyfriend...and my show opens wednesday. But still...19 seems so old.
Current Mood: pensive
Current Music: This is It - Michael Jackson