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18 October 2009 @ 11:54 pm
Time Keeps on Tickin...  

I laughed and cried at the same time today, it was such a weird experience.
My birthday is very near, pretty much here, basically...and I'm kinda sad. I don't want to be 19, I want to be 18 forever. I felt the same way when I turned 14...and 14 turned out to be an extreme rollercoaster of intense life changes. I kinda hope that doesn't happen this year. I just, don't want to get old. I keep thinking that I won't have enough time to do all the things I want to do...but when I think about it, by 18 I had accomplished a good amount of things I wanted to do...I live in the best city in the world, I'm studying what I want to do for the rest of my life, and I have great friends and an amazing boyfriend...and my show opens wednesday. But still...19 seems so old.
Current Mood: pensivepensive
Current Music: This is It - Michael Jackson
freeversesonnetfreeversesonnet on October 20th, 2009 01:04 am (UTC)
Happy birthday! LOL trust me 19 is not old, you shouldn't worry about it :)
devinitynmotiondevinitynmotion on October 24th, 2009 07:30 pm (UTC)
thank you!
Annaprehensile on October 21st, 2009 03:02 pm (UTC)
We are almost birthday twinz.

EXCEPT YOU ARE NOT OLD. If I'm not old at 34, you most certainly are not old at 19. :D

Happy belated!
devinitynmotiondevinitynmotion on October 24th, 2009 07:29 pm (UTC)
haha, thank you =)